YWS 30th anniversary series: John R

YWS 30th anniversary series: John R

John Roberts is living proof that hard luck stories can have happy endings.

The St. John’s, Newfoundland contractor sponsors children’s hockey and soccer leagues, is a member of the business establishment and is the father of three children.

He is also a former street kid. At 16, he was kicked out of the house. “You ever see the movie, Rebel Without A Cause? That was me.” Roberts, 41 says with a laugh during an interview. The teenager hitchhiked to Toronto in 1986 and was found by police sleeping under a bridge on Keele Street. That was his lucky day. They took him to the newly opened Youth Without Shelter in Etobicoke. He landed a job and stayed at the shelter until he’d saved enough to rent a little place of his own.

Ultimately, he returned to his hometown and opened his business, John The Trimmer, which does more than $1 million worth of business a year building and renovating houses.

“We must believe in our youth”., says Roberts, who brought his family to Ontario this past summer on a vacation and went back to Youth Without Shelter to express his gratitude – even if the individuals he knew no longer worked there.

“I am a businessman who can help others and I owe it to the.”, he says of the shelter staff who had given him so much support. “People say to me that I am self-made. I say, No a lot of people helped me along the way.”

Credit: Trish Crawford, Toronto Star (Living Section), December 22, 2007

Update note: in 2011 John Robert’s flew to Toronto, and attended YWS’s 25th anniversary recognition event. He spoke passionately about his experiences with homelessness and inspired the youth present with possibilities.

YWS 30th anniversary series: Marianne

YWS 30th anniversary series: Marianne

“Homelessness happens. When I walk through the doors in my high school you can’t tell I live in a shelter. We all walk in different shoes.”

(Marianne, age 17)

Each day for a month Marianne, 17, filled her backpack with a few personal belongings and stored them in her high school locker. Marianne had decided that she was not going to take the beating of her father’s fists anymore. Beatings as far back as her toddler years haunted Marianne. One morning she said good-bye to her father. He replied “good-bye, see you tonight.” but Marianne knew this was good-bye. She was not coming home tonight.

A school guidance counsellor determined that Marianne was essentially living out of her school locker and brought Marianne to the safety of Youth Without Shelter. Marianne’s life belongings from her locker were now in the bedroom she calls “home” at Youth Without Shelter.

At Youth Without Shelter Marianne was not alone, she had someone to talk to and someone who will listen to her fears, hopes and dreams. Together with her Case Manager they discussed her specific needs, created goals and a plan of action to achieve these goals. If you visited Marianne’s bedroom at YWS you would have seen these goals boldly spelled out on a list taped to her locker:

  1. Find a job.
  2. Find an apartment.
  3. Stay in school.
  4. Stop drinking.

How did Marianne do with checking off her list? With the support of the YWS Steps to Success Program she put together her resume and called employers from our job board. She stayed in school. Marianne’s case manager connected her with a support group for abuse survivors. Marianne also met with a housing program worker to review her housing options. Through the Housing Program Marianne connected with “Project Go Home” and reunited with her extended family.

A note arrived at YWS from Marianne: “I want you all to know….you mean a lot to me and you were my real and true family while I was in Canada. You never judged me, left me in my hard times…for which I really admire you! You guys make our days better and we need you.”

Note: While staying at YWS Marianne volunteered talents, sharing her photography skills. This story image is by Marianne, taken by the Humber River near YWS.

YWS 30th anniversary series: Tracy & Nichole

YWS 30th anniversary series: Tracy & Nichole

Former residents of YWS often reconnect through email sharing their stories, here are two voices from the past.

“I would first like to introduce myself as a former resident and a success story from your program. It was June 1987 when I was dropped off at your front door because my parents didn’t want me any more. With the help of your program in as little as 2 ½ weeks I was able to find housing, part-time employment and reenrolled in school.

Today I am a Registered Social Service Worker, Community Service Worker Instructor, happily married with four children and own my own home.”

– Tracy

“I was a teenager with a lot of issues. I was on the street and getting myself into some things that I know I shouldn’t have but at the time that was how I maintained my friends. I was 17 years old, alone in a city I wasn’t familiar with and had no idea where to turn. At 18 after spending many nights in YWS and other shelters, and in some cases outstaying my welcome I turned my life around. As a youth I didn’t finish high school and found that I was young, uneducated, and living at the poverty level. At the age of 21 I entered college and once completed I went to university. I am now 33 and a seasoned social worker. I have been working with individuals with developmental disabilities for 10 years and I enjoy every moment of it. I used to say that the workers at YWS were only there for the money but I now have the same feeling of accomplishment and satisfaction that they had from helping teens and youth. Thank you all for being there, for guiding me and for letting me know that I was able to accomplish more than what I believed I could The work you guys do is incredible and you change more lives than you will every know.

– Nicole

YWS 30th anniversary series: Derek

YWS 30th anniversary series: Derek

I stayed at Youth Without Shelter when times were tough. It wasn’t just a place to stay…it was about what I could do to find my way. YWS gives you direction. There are many options, it takes time for all of us to find our way. I know it took me two years to decide to swallow my pride and go back to finish school. I now reside in BC and have worked at many jobs.

Thanks YWS for picking up the pieces when the chips were down, you were there! Thanks for making it a safe place to stay. Youth Without Shelter led me to start making changes in my life for a better future that I could look forward to. Remember, the future is not just tomorrow.

If I was there I would donate my time for this worthy cause. Thanks for all the help. Enclosed is a pic of me and my car! This is what I was able to do with a car after finding that whatever I try to do is possible. If you believe you can do something, you can! Thanks and I hope others can find what I found, only faster. The three most import things in life are: improvise, adapt and overcome. That’s how you succeed!

Derek, 2005

YWS 30th Anniversary Series: Matt

YWS 30th Anniversary Series: Matt

“My name is Matthew and I was a long term resident at YWS.  I came to YWS 6 years ago, struggling with drug and alcohol problems and dealing with the recent loss of my mother.  I was on a path of self-destruction.  Upon arriving at YWS I was greeted and welcomed by a very friendly staff team that were willing to help as soon as you walk in the door.  Hungry and tired, I was offered food within minutes, and was shown to my room, where I was told I could rest, and when I was ready I could come down and start what was going to be the rest of my life.

I met with my case manager and my initial plan was to take the quickest route out, so I started looking for work and an apartment.  At this point in my life I really didn’t have any realistic goals, I was looking for the quickest route out of the shelter system. I think one of the reasons why I was looking for the quick route, is because, like most people, the word “shelter” to me kind of had a different meaning.  I never really looked at a shelter as a positive place, but that train of though was very quickly turned around. 

In the first couple of weeks at the house (notice how I like to refer to it as a house now rather than a shelter) I set up a meeting with the housing worker that the house has made available to us.  She sat down with me and started to explain my options (wow and when I tell you there is a lot of options I mean there were a lot of options I thought I was never gonna get outta that place) but during this conversation a program called Stay in School was brought up.  Now at the time I was kina like no I don’t think I wanna go back to school….I hated school.  But I look back at it now and thank goodness for proper guidance because if it wasn’t for all of the staff that I met with I wouldn’t of even thought of going back.  So I decided to look into going to school, and started the process for getting back into school and the Stay in School Program.  I enrolled at an Adult Education Centre and finished my high school diploma. 

During this time I was still struggling with drugs and alcohol, in the years leading up to my arrival at the house I had developed some habits that were taking control of my life and now were getting in the way of my schooling.  But thankfully with the support system and friendly faces at the house I was able to make the choices necessary to turn it all around.  Living in the Stay in School Program allowed me to utilize all of the tools needed for someone in my position to succeed.  Some of these things included the one on one counseling to talk about weekly, monthly and long term goals, and also any other problems that you may have that you feel like talking about, transit passes are available for transportation to and from school and other extra-curricular activities.  A full computer lab with printers, and computers with internet access for completing homework, also to help complete home work there are volunteer tutors that are available in the house in the evenings to help you one on one.

After completing my high school I decided that I wanted to go further with my education but I wasn’t really sure how to go about it, but once again there was YWS to help save my butt again.  Because YWS also had students from colleges and universities doing placements I was able to talk to them about the application process and also financial support program that would help pay for tuition and text books. Not too long after finishing adult school I enrolled at Humber College into a three year program for Electro-Mechanical Engineering Technology it is a Robotics and Automation Profile Advanced Diploma.  This was one of the biggest steps I have ever taken in my life and I really couldn’t have done it without the help of the wonderful team of staff and volunteers at the house.  I have recently finished my third year and am now looking for that next big opportunity, a career.  My journey through YWS has definitely been a rocky path with lots of twists and turns but when it’s all said and done I am highly grateful that I have had the opportunity to meet all of the great people that are involved here with making this possible for me and many other youth in need.”

Shared by Matt, January 2007 at the opening of the YWS Stay in School Program and Renovated Emergency Residence.